Today: personal

It's after midnight. For the last 2 days my goal has been to blog and I have officially failed twice. It sounds so bad to "fail" at blogging. But it's ok, I embrace it. Today [or yesterday I suppose] I planned to be out of bed by 9:30, at the latest. In reality rolled out of bed at 10:41. When I started this blog it was 5pm; I was still in my pajamas with left over curly hair from yesterday and ZERO makeup on. Now that it's 12:30 I still have left over curly hair... that really needs to be washed before work tomorrow. Still no makeup, well there was mascara for a minute but between the tiredness, the stress, and the momentary tears it is long gone. But I finally did change out of pjs because my sisters wanted to go to Borders. It's been one of those days where I'm trying to figure out who I am, who I want to be, and who God has made me to be. It's hard. :[

So here is my blog to publicly admit that I by no means have everything figured out. That, while most days you will find me curled up on the couch with a cup of coffee listening to Owl City; sometimes I can be in the same place drinking orange soda listening to Lady Gaga. That usually I don't leave the house without makeup... but if my sisters want me to go to Borders with them I'll make an exception. That I try to put on this face like I know what I believe and I'm not going to let things hurt me… but really I cry. That the more I learn about myself the more I am going to be able to reflect it in to my business and as stressful as it is and as crazy as it makes me I can't wait to see the finished product.

Because a post isn't complete without a picture, here's me in during my trip to New York City. We were just heading out to see Rock of Ages on Broadway. What you can't tell is that I am COVERED in glitter. :] Good night everyone. ♥